odd thoughts and sadistic dreams have got the best of me...
lifes problems and paranoya is the cause of my anxiety and in turn...
the reason my stomach has been so unsettled...
taking from me my appetite...
aside from that...
james is a red head...
lukas is a huge ass hole that makes shit up in his head...
school sucks...
and my mom told me not to work out anymore...
she says i am "man" enough already...
riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight.....
trust is no longer a given...
it is a hard earned luxury...
learn what it's like to lose that the hard way... | 
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